| fall out |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|12:55 pm] |
i found the person i've been searching for in my heart this whole time. our hands clasped together, stringing 'i love you's in the air.
nothing has ever felt so right. |
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| playing for keeps |
[Feb. 2nd, 2006|03:52 pm] |
busy busy.
swim is a bitch. senior 2 to senior.
who does that. honestly. it's quite hard.
nothing much new. 3 snow days so far. been on final fantasy though.
quitting whitemage. blackmage pawn yo ass.
bite it.
bejeweled 21032. beat it bitch. |
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| lovers and liars |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|12:46 pm] |
it's snowing.
i need to get some friends here. i don't feel like it though.
hey even though you'll never read this, here:
had a dream about you last night. it wasn't one of those mini ones that only last for a little. it was the whole night.
i could feel the stress and pressure building. the fear of myself coming to a dead stop.
then i felt your arms around me. pulling me closer towards you. embracing.
head on your chest, lost in the comfort of your arms.
never wanting to leave. i found something i've been missing.
you.
everything left. all the fear, the stress, the anxiety looming overhead. it all disappeared. i looked up and watched you gaze into my eyes.
you said it would be okay. and i knew it would.
flashbacks of shared memories came floating by. the warmth and comfort surrounding me. it wouldn't be the same if it wasn't for you.
you ARE my only one.
i woke up with this feeling i can't describe. i found myself fighting to go back to sleep, anything to get back to you. that feeling you gave me, i'll never forget.
we take for granted things that seem small, but are very big. something like being loved and cared for by someone else. the feeling that makes you feel safe, letting the rest of the world disappear-its only you and me now.
sugar sugar |
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| 3000 miles |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|01:41 pm] |
well in the end my friend we will all be together again.
clutching onto my hand. in a valley we'll stand.
just living again.
oh fuck i feel guilty. i know i should i be with him.
no. |
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| and all the space between |
[Jan. 4th, 2006|03:38 pm] |
oh and life goes on. did it ever occur to you that you're all i think about?
this whole thing is messed up. i fell for you last year, but i brushed you off. i was too young. too stupid.
i've known this all my life. always been right infront of me.
the rain soaking our clothes. moonlight never made you look so good.
hands clasped together- i've never found myself this attatched.
fucking a. i hate bio. studyings a bitch.
honestly this week has been hell, between tests and swimming.
but i'm okay.
you're no good at lying and i'm no good at comebacks. |
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